I had a really nice trip, thank you Amsterdam for these great days!
I like to be challenged. The more people doubt you, the bigger the surprise is going to be when they are proven wrong in the long run. I respond very well to such pressure!
Sometimes I kiss people I shouldn’t kiss, sometimes I leave English class without asking and walk in angular circles until I can hear the blood rushing under my skin. Sometimes I run until I can’t breathe sometimes I sit in the rain, sometimes I sleep for six hours in the middle of the day.
Sometimes I drive too fast and listen to my music so loud that it hurts, sometimes I drink until everything goes black and I don’t remember talking about you all night (even though I do)
sometimes I cry about books and about people who died hundreds of years ago sometimes I don’t cry even though I want to more than anything sometimes I ignore the people I love sometimes I hold myself to keep everything in because you are not here to do it
sometimes I think I’m alive sometimes I think I probably never will be
betrunkene Worte, nüchterne Gedanken